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May 1, 2012
Really gonna miss these kids next year.
April 29, 2012
Today I realized how lucky I am to have such amazing cousins that I share so many memories with. We’re growing up so fast and I can’t even describe how wonderful it feels to look back at all of the things we did together when we were little and smile. I had a wonderful childhood thanks to them. Cousin lovin.
Before going out with the girls and spending the whole night freaking out about having no one to take to prom, I found a website through tumblr called http://paperbackweddings.com/
I spent a whole hour and a half watching these breathtaking weddings. I sat at my computer wishing, wanting and hoping that maybe one day that would be me. Almost like every other girl in the world, I just want to find someone who I could spend forever with. Finally fill in that missing piece to my puzzle of life, find my best friend.
And I know I’m too young to be thinking about this and my mom always tells me that high school was like this for her and she didn’t get a boyfriend (my dad) until college, but that doesn’t take away that annoying, lonely, depressed feeling—that I’m sure every teenage girl has felt before— of not being wanted by anyone.
Lately it just feels like something big is missing. I can never truly tell if I am happy or just pretending to be so I can lessen the fact that I am alone.
I’ve been thinking a lot about this, too much in fact and hopefully years from now I will look back and laugh at how ridiculous I was to think I would literally be “forever alone”. I hope to prove myself wrong and every other melodramatic teenage girl who feels this way.
So,
To my future husband;
When, or maybe I should say if….. If I ever find you, I promise to cherish every moment we spend together because I will spend almost every other moment of my entire life searching for that missing piece—you.
April 25, 2012
Mac Miller Concert— These tweets explain it all.
